I deleted All of my nudes/photos of you from my phone finally. Don’t flip out, I’m not at your level & I’m not going to post them to the internet. After you forced me to suffer through this, after everything I’ve been through physically & mentally, heartache has had the biggest impact. I wanted to marry you. I wanted to spend my life with you. I wanted to make you a mother. I wanted to buy you a home one day. I wanted to be buried by your side.
Don’t you dare ever approach me in person, saying how you ‘love me’ or ’ I’m sorry’ or ‘please’ because I begged you to stay. While you left like the breeze does. All your crap is off my walls. The only thing of yours I still have on is this anklet you made. & that’s only because it’s my favorite colors. Not because I want you. I loved you so good Rachel. Yes we had our disagreements every couple does. But you chose the absolute worst time to make the choices you did. Think about that the next time I see you & don’t say
A word. I don’t even want to look at you, nor will I acknowledge anything you say. I’m so ashamed by you, I was telling everyone how beautiful, sweet, silly, caring, loving & a cute girlfriend you were, you’re the two years of my life that I’ll never get back. I hope you’re happy now. The minute you decided lying, leading me on, giving out your number, or allowing another guy to hit on you without saying ” I have a boyfriend ” is the day you stopped being my girlfriend.