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All you need to hear

I’m doing this here & now that way when we do cross paths, and all you receive is my 100% silence you’ll know why.
I wasn’t good enough for you while I didn’t have a car. Because of that wreck that I was in. I wasn’t good enough for you when my temper was out of control occasionally from my brain injury/surgery. I wasn’t nice enough to you when I was taking you jet skiing. When I was buying you coach purses for your birthday. I wasn’t enough when I couldn’t walk or drive because of my injuries. I was good enough when I was cutting your Applebee’s takeout that I bought for you. I was good enough when I would leave your body worn out after the mind blowing sex we would have. I wasn’t good enough when I had that custom cake made for your birthday. all the lies you told me were 100% undeserved. You have been the biggest false hope I’ve ever had in my life. I no longer care what you do. Who you fuck. Who you lie to. Those are all things the next guy has to deal with. No longer me. You killed our relationship by choice. You. You. You. You said I forgot to care about you. Well I’m sorry if I put a little more emphasis on myself, you would too after having 1-5% chance of even living. Let alone recovering. I wanted to marry you. I really did. But this happened & who you really are has been revealed.

"Cheating is NOT a mistake.
If you’re truly in love with someone, you will not be able to kiss someone else without tasting your loved ones tears stain your lips. You will not be able to take your clothes off for someone else without feeling like a field ripped bare to its soil. Cheating is a choice, its a choice you made because you obviously didn’t give a single fuck about your relationship."

- (via buddhabrot)

This counts for lying, giving out your number, and sneaking around.

(Source: a-sleeping-perspective)

"Fall in love with someone who deserves your heart, not someone who plays with it."

- (via ohlovequotes)

Gone

I deleted All of my nudes/photos of you from my phone finally. Don’t flip out, I’m not at your level & I’m not going to post them to the internet. After you forced me to suffer through this, after everything I’ve been through physically & mentally, heartache has had the biggest impact. I wanted to marry you. I wanted to spend my life with you. I wanted to make you a mother. I wanted to buy you a home one day. I wanted to be buried by your side.
Don’t you dare ever approach me in person, saying how you ‘love me’ or ’ I’m sorry’ or ‘please’ because I begged you to stay. While you left like the breeze does. All your crap is off my walls. The only thing of yours I still have on is this anklet you made. & that’s only because it’s my favorite colors. Not because I want you. I loved you so good Rachel. Yes we had our disagreements every couple does. But you chose the absolute worst time to make the choices you did. Think about that the next time I see you & don’t say
A word. I don’t even want to look at you, nor will I acknowledge anything you say. I’m so ashamed by you, I was telling everyone how beautiful, sweet, silly, caring, loving & a cute girlfriend you were, you’re the two years of my life that I’ll never get back. I hope you’re happy now. The minute you decided lying, leading me on, giving out your number, or allowing another guy to hit on you without saying ” I have a boyfriend ” is the day you stopped being my girlfriend.

"All the hardest, coldest people you meet were once as soft as water. And that’s the tragedy of living."

- Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You  (via fawun)

(Source: larmoyante)

liamfx:

staff at checkout: that’ll be $9.95
me: here’s $10.00
me: keep the change 
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ROFL

(Source: liamfx)

impactings:

today my professor told me
every cell in our entire body
is destroyed and replaced
every seven years.

how comforting it is to know
one day i will have a body
you will have never touched.

Re-blogging this Every time i see it.